omg its been a while. i have over 4000 messages anyways, college is going pretty good- we're nearing the end of the semester so there's a lot of work and projects and stuff, but im keeping up. me and the boy are getting pretty serious (i feel stupid saying this when we've only been going out for 3 months). but for realz, its love. like forever love. i cant explain it, but i cant see myself being with anyone else for the rest of my life, and he cant either. mushymushymushy.

so on a serious note, aka my absence, id like to once again apologize to everyone im involved with here. but i've given it some thought, and instead of quitting devart, im canceling commissions and leaving groups. i cant say 'im sorry' enough to everyone, but its about my only option. when i think of this place and manipulation, it feels like a part of me that i cant get rid of. i have zero muse, but i just have the urge to spend all day on photoshop like i used to every time i think about it. so instead of leaving for good, im going to keep my account just in case i actually work up enough muse to make a manip every once in a while. the.. security? in that is comforting, so i think it will work.. cause i just cant leave all this. i just cant.

well now i've run out of things to say, other than saying im sorry a few more times i love you guys! its so great to come back and see so much improvement!!